Break Point!

July was 18 months of going hard after my dream. In 2007 I began the process and even played a few events. I also injured myself, spent hours in the gym and on the driving range. I was encouraged by a pro to take one year (2007) and build my game and physical condition.

It was in February of 2008 that I began playing with full intent, entering tournaments around the country. I started with anything I could put my hands to. Canadian Tour, Nationwide Tour, Champions Tour, Pepsi Tour. I didn't know what I was doing but I managed to muddled my way through 2008 and picked up incredible experience. It was my goal in '08 to discover if I had game enough to play along side great players. Guys who had been out there for years playing on the PGA Tour or building their game much longer than I. I do!

I have a very specific goal for 2009. If the game is there and growing then the next battle ground and most likely the strongest is the battle for the mind. You have to discover how you play in tournament and this is a bigger issue than swinging the golf club, or so it seems. At the end of 2008 season I sat with four players in San Antonio when one of the guys said, "Byron how many PGA Champion Tour pre-qualifiers have you played in this year ?" "Five," I replied. " "Well, you're just getting started. If you're not willing to put five years into this adventure then you'll be like most people who quit after 18 months." Part of the battle for the mind is longevity. Staying the course...no pune intended.

I'm at 18 months right now and I have to say, I see a lot of attrition. Players leaving because it's been 'long enough.' You start to wonder yourself, as I did two weeks ago while playing my first US Senior Open Qualifier. It was a blast to be on the course in competition but wow, did I play like....well, let's just say I didn't shine that day. I left there fighting. Fighting that urge that says, "What are you doing out here?" You know the one that feels sorry for itself. That one that's not the heart of the dream, it's the battle for the mind that has all the excuses and personal comments telling you, "No way, give it up, it's not worth your time!!!"

Then I realized, I'm sitting at eighteen months and the moment when it would be real easy to pack up your clubs and be a great local player. I fought all the way from the course back to Vacaville. On arriving I had made it through that battle and walked out the other side more encouraged, stronger toward my dream and ready to prepare my game and my mind for the next 6 months.

"See ya later 18 months. You're history! I'm looking to the future."